Reality is unfair to me. Why Me?

I have such a hard time in "The real world". I have dreams, but everyone thinks they're stupid and they all laugh at me. Everything i can ever hope for is stupid and not real. I wish there was really good people. Not just good but super. There is no super hero like in my dreams protecting us from criminals and people doing harm. I had wished that they would exist but they had never did. I would do it if i can. There needs to be good people. But when I tell people this they laugh and call me a nerd for liking Spiderman and everyone else. People in my school get everything. They have parties , friends, and good lives.It seems like so much is not left for me. I have a divorced parent and he never treats me the same. when i like a girl. Everytime it goes terribly wrong. Its like something is just not letting me be in my world. My only friends are nice to me but i can barely talk to them. I wish my life would be more of a fantasy. I want a world where i can be a symbol for goodness. I wanna help people. But i cant im just a teenager. I tried to actually be a superhero but it just cant work. all the people in my school [ like football and basketball players ] get really cool friends. And im just left away being a loner. Im practically bymyself.