What would you think of me if you knew the real me...?

Umm.. I'd think: "why is this boy demoralizing himself by asking people what he thinks of himself?". ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU! and if you really want to change, then do it, but not because of what other people think of you. Because people will always think something.. trust me. Like it or not, you can't be perfect. Really. Don't change a thing if you don't want to. By the way, you seem very sweet, CONNOR.